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Somebody jumped into the murky depths of the Pasig today. They fished out his body early this morning. I only got a few details from the news report. Our jumper may have been more than a little unstable when he did the deed that finally did him in.
Three years ago there was a report about a woman-- likely not too stable herself-- who climbed up a billboard. The cops managed to keep her from jumping. At least I think that's what happened. My memory's fuzzy from all those sleep deprived nights teaching Engrish.
I'm making a big assumption as to cause here, but I'm betting a good number of people are driven to Suicide Alley on account of things more pressing and world-shaking than having a lousy love life or lack thereof. Not that these things haven't driven people to suicide, mind you.
While honoring the life instinct is in principle always a good thing, I'm left to wonder why we work so hard to save lives when it's very likely that the people who want to end their own-- like our unstable Billboard Climbers and Pasig Floodway Jumpers-- find little real reason to live. Our knee-jerk salvific action-- getting the cops to keep insane old women from jumping off that South Super Highway billboard-- doesn't address the real causes of their flight from existence.
Is it ultimately a kindness when we can only save their lives now-- while they're noisy, newsworthy and inconvenient-- but later forget about them and what causes their lives to be reft of joy? Do we honor the life-instinct because we give a damn or do we save because we are inconvenienced by the latest disturbance in our morning routines?
If I ever do decide to jump off the Pasig Floodway bridge, I'm doing it quietly, to save everyone else the bother.
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Three years ago there was a report about a woman-- likely not too stable herself-- who climbed up a billboard. The cops managed to keep her from jumping. At least I think that's what happened. My memory's fuzzy from all those sleep deprived nights teaching Engrish.
I'm making a big assumption as to cause here, but I'm betting a good number of people are driven to Suicide Alley on account of things more pressing and world-shaking than having a lousy love life or lack thereof. Not that these things haven't driven people to suicide, mind you.
While honoring the life instinct is in principle always a good thing, I'm left to wonder why we work so hard to save lives when it's very likely that the people who want to end their own-- like our unstable Billboard Climbers and Pasig Floodway Jumpers-- find little real reason to live. Our knee-jerk salvific action-- getting the cops to keep insane old women from jumping off that South Super Highway billboard-- doesn't address the real causes of their flight from existence.
Is it ultimately a kindness when we can only save their lives now-- while they're noisy, newsworthy and inconvenient-- but later forget about them and what causes their lives to be reft of joy? Do we honor the life-instinct because we give a damn or do we save because we are inconvenienced by the latest disturbance in our morning routines?
If I ever do decide to jump off the Pasig Floodway bridge, I'm doing it quietly, to save everyone else the bother.
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About Me:
Messages and Manifestos: On Art:
Work Edifies
Marketing, Politics, Man in the Mirror
Did anyone ever tell you that I dislike poetry?
I'm a Designer
Why Dex Faves (personal stuff here too)
Messages and Manifestos: Personal: On Love
On Love
After All It's Done to You, Why?
Messages and Manifestos: Personal: For Tina, For Tishie
I have a grand daughter
14 (Again, for Tin)
When is Enough, well, Enough?
To the Monastery, Jeeves
14 (for Tin)
for Tina
Up to Speed
First, I'd like to thank the people who've stopped by the page, the gallery, and specific artworks. Your views have been encouraging, and the gifts of llamas have been a gas. Shoutouts in particular to the more recent givers of llamas: Revantem, ERA-7, Hoshigetsu, SASHIMISAN. People, if you've run into my page while looking for something else, do give these deviants a visit.
If you've favorited my work recently, you belong on a pedestal where someone really pretty drapes a medal on you just because you're nice (or because you noticed something worthy in my work). Shoutouts to the more recent visitors who favorited something of mine: aikamult
No, Vember.
I had been gunning for twenty-four paintings and the work's stalled at painting six. At least the reasons don't involve creative drought: I'm just swamped with non-painting work that has to be done or else I don't get to eat or the lights go out in the studio. Sadly, it's been a lousy slog and December doesn't look as good as it should. Money is tight everywhere and I don't dare ask for bailouts from Mom and Pop. God knows if I'm actually going to get paid for some of my previous jobs... But that's the story everywhere, it seems.
We soldier on. Or at least we keep at it until we fold or get a decent windfall.
The good news is that a one-man
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Uh, Hi. I'm not dead.
Real life's taken me away from this page lots of times, and each time I've come back, the occasion seems to be some kind of change in my status quo. I'm *trying* to be less expressive, to confine myself to the safe Tweets, Facebook posts, and the necessary political commentary. I've also been uploading more recent art elsewhere, because I've needed online real estate for portfolios that didn't have a poem or two about me crying about a broken romance.
I keep promising to upload here, and I will. It's just that my more recent work has been work-for-pay, or secret-project-art, so that I can't simply put these things up h
Show's over. Go home.
My ex is getting married. Therefore, everything I've done, everything I've made, said or written over the last four years has been... to borrow a word from Gerry Alanguilan... wasted.
Happily I'm beyond thoughts of engaging in risky behavior-- really, how's downing six gallons of alcohol every night for a week going to solve that problem? I'm at that age where you're just too old to have a meltdown: they are neither productive nor are they particularly satisfying anymore. You can't have one of these at my age and not look like Charlie Sheen.
I fought the good fight, and even if the outcome is unfair, there is simply no one I can blame or b
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Silly isn't it? We raise fire and brimstone on individuals who want to kill themselves, and raise nary a finger on people who kill themselves and others, albeit at a very more slower rate. -quote from my plurk